I hate struggling. But I always do.
Do you know how hard is alevels? Super hard. And obviously you need super struggles.
The most struggling time I had was in my alevels time.
Being the average student forced me doing this sickening thing.
How do I struggle?
♢I had lectures from 8am to 4pm. A break at 12pm to 2pm was just enough for a nap, lunch and prayer. I've been taking notes and doing tutorials throughout the classes.
♢I stayback at class or library from 4pm till 6pm++.
♢I studied in the bus.
♢I continued my revision from 8.30pm till 11.30pm at study hall.
♢I had my night cycling from 11.30pm till 12am around the hostel.
♢I proceed studying from 12.30am till 2am usually or till my body and mind can endure. Or I immediately slept after cycling and woke up at 4am to study back.
That was weekdays. Weekends? I spent from 9am till 11.30pm at study hall. Sigh.
Worst of it, for my final sem I declared war to movies and football matches. Tough. Very tough.
And the routine went on and on. It was a sufferable timetable. But I never have any other option. And to add the sufferings, the results had never been as great as the struggling seemed. But thanks to that, I keep on going and fighting and struggling.
I will go from classmates to seniors and juniors to ws lecturers to meeting lecturers to settle my revision. Exhausted? Hell yes. But do I have a choice?
Once I set myself in alevels and uk, I am willing to face all these struggling. But I'm happy torturing myself tho. Hahaha may all this hardwork pays off. Do pray I pass my cut off points and fly to uk. Hehe may God bless all of you. But one thing for sure, I will not regret all these hardships even if things don't go the way it should. I am always trying to be sincere and happy to struggle as I believe, "success is about 99% hardwork and 1% genius"
Keep calm and carry on. You will never walk alone. :)
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